Heartbreak

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ZachtheHurricane's avatar
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I haven't posted anything here in a long time. I've been working seven days a week and not having much time to write. Six months ago I started dating a girl and was so happy. I broke up with her this morning. She told me Friday she is asexual and never, ever, ever wants to have sex with me. I couldn't lie and say I could be happy with that. I broke up with her instead of lying and staying with her and hurting us both more down the road.

Yet I can't stop feeling like an asshole. I always wanted to make her happy. We had so many things in common. And I know I hurt her terribly this morning.

Life just isn't fucking fair sometimes.
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YashasGirl1's avatar
Relationships can be difficult. I had my share of troubles; been married for almost fourteen years, and dated for years before that. I once dated a guy who was previously involved with a female gang member, who was pregnant with his child. I found out I was in danger while dating him, and I was forced to tell him I had to break it off for my safety. He understood, but I know it broke his heart, and knowing that hurt me as well.

I know it hurts, each one of us who has dated before has felt the sting in some way or another. One thing to remember is that this is not killing you as it seems to feel. You're feeling the wounds of the heart, but they will heal with time. You're pain stems from your holding onto something in your past. Once you decide you're ready to live in the present and move on from that past, your pain will melt away. You'll never forget her, but at least you'll be free of that pain. I know you'll be fine :cling: